Keeping up tempo.

I'm pumped to blog today. I talked about unexpected ppl popping up. Before it was a late call this time its an unexpected email. To recap, it was late Sunday nite, I was sitting at the computer "doing what" I can't recall right now. However...the way things are set up on the computer front is as followed. I usually have multiple windows open at once. A couple of email browsers, anything that I'm researching, and if I'm in the mood my IM lists. This nite IM list was out, so that obviously leaves the other two types of windows open. Anyway, I believe I was about to completely shut-down my computer when I decide to view my emails one last time. If familiar with Hotmail when you sign-in a list of your new mail and junk mail appears on the 1st page displayed. So when I saw the awkward name in my inbox I automatically clicked on it w/o thinking if it was from an acct that send automatic replys when a person mail is opened. Hey!, the intuitive skills were lacking at the top of the late hour.

So it was a birthday wish from someone that I use to be good friends with. It was one of those relationships that matured from childhood, but fizzled. Even though that occurred I made 1 attempt to reconcile in 03' and a birthday email out of consideration in 04'. I didn't do it to receive anything back but when my birthday rolled around in 04' no birthday wish for me and to think about it not even a thank you for the wish I sent. Rude.
So I open the email and it states:

OPENING REMARK

"long time, long time

just a quick note to wish you a happy birthday

i dont know what you're up to, as of late

but i hope & pray that life is treating you well

and that you feel you're on your intended path

have a blessed birthday"

CLOSING REMARK

I have not re read the email since Sunday, and I just copied and paste into blog. I don't want to. From when I read it on Sunday the thing that stood out to me was the 1st line. "Long time, Long time" >>> WHAT? Did we just lose touch or something. To me recollection we were not talking over whatever stupid shit off-set the true problem that we don't fit anymore. You are fucking needy and I played along for so so long trying to fix and comfort all of your insecurities. I promised myself I would not allow any more needy ppl into my life. Now they are like a plague to me.

With that said..lol I have not sent my Thank you reply back yet and if the email acct. is how I previously mentioned then its know that I opened the email. I Truly I want to say more than Thank you, but nothing else would be nice to send. OKAY! just read it again, I'm just able to twist the words around ....."on your intended path" >>> I guess your intended path didn't include me. Nice to know.

(ZOMK-NEESHEM)

I think Thank you is to generous, I should say thansk misspelled or ty -short. As much as I want to be a jerk I think I'm going to hold back how I feel and say just thank you with open and closing remarks. See this is an example of the type of person I want to minimize with certain ppl. I think I'm two fucking nice sometimes. When you get shit you should throw it back and I don't enough. I'm going to practice on my aim. This must go up there with when my ex-boyfriend sent me a birthday wish in early November. Its nice to know that the 2 ppl that I cared for the most outside of family now fit in a new categories of being both _________. There is not even a word for it.